Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Yeah Toast

Here is a post that I started working on a couple days ago, I just never got around to finishing it, so here it is:

I have been on an emotional roller-coaster today. Yes, it is most certainly that time of the month for me.

Tears
Anger
Frustration
Tears Again
Numbness
Laughter
More Tears
Whatever

Ugh. It is only two in the afternoon and I already am exhausted by my mood swings. Annette (my wonderful co-worker) was so patient with me as I vented my "problems" to her at work today (if there was any doubt in my managers mind that I am a crazy hormonal girl it was erased today).  Some of which are real concerns that I have been struggling with lately such as what I am going to do with school and my personal issues with my American Heritage professor. But really, I was being completely irrational and I was frustrated at...well...nothing. These things were just vehicles for my uncontrolled emotions to take a joy ride in. The next moment, I was almost in tears over absolutely nothing. I had to try really hard to compose myself because all I wanted to do at the moment was to collapse on the ground like a three year old and sob my eyes out. Logically, my emotions only took me to the next phase...Laughter.
 Don't you love those moments when everything is funny and silly?
 Here is something that I found particularly funny ..Yeah Toast...which is a ridiculous song that was hilarious to me, my friends, and siblings when we were growing up. (Snap..I am now flooded with tons of found memories of all those people...composure Cait, don't get emotional...ok..better..) Here it is...(the song not all of the memories):


I really don't have a reason to be sad, angry, or frustrated. I am letting my hormones get the best of me. I am truly blessed with so many things.

That is all I had written from that day and I am doing a ton better now that my hormones aren't going haywire. :) I should be done with crazy hormones at least for another month. Yay!

2 comments:

  1. French Toast, need we say more

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  2. It makes me hungry. Toast. Butter. Jam. French Toast. Croissant. More Toast.

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